Tarot Reading 1
Spread: 5 card Spread
- Page of Cups
- Ace of Swords
- VI - The Lovers
- VI of Pentacles (rev.)
- IX of Wands
Right off the bat I notice that this drawing only has one Major arcana card, and it’s The lovers in the position of the future card. What this suggests is that the situation that you face may be just seeding it’s self; the meat of the problem has yet to be seen, so prepare yourself for it. All five cards are also of different suits, which suggests that the problem at hand is incredibly multifaceted. It is important that you keep your eyes open and stay on your toes. There is a lot going on around you and it is important that you tread carefully.
Right now you find yourself as a student of creativity and emotions. Little burdens your mind other than the need to develop your creative and expressive self, perhaps through a program or simple inward reflection. You look for what inspires you. Your creativity and inward reflection may go as far as psychic development, and the intent to understand and contemplate the world more thoroughly and on a deeper level.
What you’re dealing with right now is the result of a cencentrated spiritual awareness. You’ve come to a point in which you’re looking for the truth in the world around you. Look at the sword on the ace of Swords card. It points straight up. Straight up toward true intellect- the intelligence of the spirit. You have understood that there is more than just what can be perceived by the eye. You have come to understand that there is knowledge hidden in the spirit of life.
Where will this take you? To true individualism through a very grown very reminiscent of adolescnence. You will find yourself set apart from the rest of the world because of your ability to understand the duality of the world. You will recognize both the material world, and the importance of filling your life with spirituality and fulfilling your spirit and the knowledge that comes with that. However, by taking this journey you will find yourself in a place that may not have guidance for you. Much like a teenager who grows away from their parents to pursue their own character, it may become difficult to understand what is right or wrong, or how to proceed forward on your journey. In the end, though, you will find yourself feeling much less alone because of this new individualism. Although it sounds contradictory, you will learn to love something and see the love in others, and bring you to unity with yourself and others around you.
What you’re probably feeling right now that is driving you is your sense of lack of spirituality. You feel that what you are putting into life isn’t worth what life is giving you. You’ve got yourself in a “what’s the point” cycle that just doesn’t feel fair to you. So when you do find that it may be difficult to journey on because you lack the guidance that is void in The Lovers, you can remember the rewardless cycle that you are getting yourself free from.
Continue what you’re doing. It’s what is best for you, especially emotionally and spiritually. What you are experiencing is a sort of battle. You may be uninspired at the moment because it feels like just another task to you, but in the end the reward is going to be a tool box of knowledge and skills that you will be able to use. What you will experience is a pride and confidence that will help you win any battle that you find yourself faced with in the future.